Affection

I don't wanna be defined

Never wanted you to find me

As I'm broken by design

I with this in mind

Would you say that I'm alive

Would you say you're truly living

Every time I spend inside

I just wanna know

What's the reason I'm alone

Is she ever coming home

Will I ever leave a legacy apart of me to grow

Never meant to wander down this road

Couple minutes more

So I can put my thoughts on my phone

I can't be the only one who knows this

Aphrodite told me no one noticed

When I left your room

You told me I was the only one for you

You broke my heart

Baby how could you

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you'd tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind

The time I spent tryna

Mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection

Fragile and light a lot like the ashes

Burning so bright a box of it matches

I want your eyes the same way you saw me before

I miss the life we once had together

I miss the fights we won't have remember

All of the times I told you I'll always be yours

Such a pretender

I can't be the only one who knows this

Aphrodite told me no one noticed

When I left your room

You told me I was the only one for you

You broke my heart

Baby how could you

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you'd tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind

The time I spent tryna

Mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you'd tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind

The time I spent tryna

Mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection

It used to be all of the time

Back when you used to be mine

Been a while since you had left

So why can't I leave you behind