Don't Ask...

I visited your grave today

Pushed my way through the fence and headed for the back of the plot

Dead petals and plastic well wishes under my feet as I head to your resting place

No one comes here anymore

No one leaves here the same

Please don't ask me how I'm coping

Because the truth is I'm not

And I just don't want you to worry

I'll find a way to be okay for you

I should've said it more I love you I always will

I should've paid more attention

But everything moves so fast

When you're on the edge of your own breakdown

Here I am again face buried in the sheets

Another day wasted due to lack of sleep

Here I am fighting the pain in my chest

I'm trapped in my head

Wait there so I can find you

Float away I'll be there just wait

Maybe you're not so far away

From where I want to be

But it isn't enough

To scream and cry my way through life

While we're torn inside

And what the f**k have I done with my life

One day I will be okay

And I'll say it again