Nightmare

Nightmare - NEFFEX

Lyrics by：Brandon Horth

Composed by：Brandon Horth

Every day that I wake up

I wake up in a nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I can never see quite clear

When I look at my surroundings

And everybody still doubts me

I wanna live to hear a crowd sing

All my lyrics so loudly

I miss a time when we would all get together

I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better

Real talk sipping drinks without all the pressure

Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever

When people ask how I'm doing I've never been better

That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter

How come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure

I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

I need my space now so I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare so I can be something yeah

I do what I love and hope you will love me yeah

I face this nightmare no I am not running let's go

And I'm scared of being rich

But I'm scared of being poor

I'm scared of being lonely

But I'm scared of being bored

Sometimes I get really angry

And I don't know why

Sometimes I really do hate me

Can't even pick my own side ya

What is even going on

Why the hell do I even write songs

What the hell am I doing here man

I guess don't understand a thing d**n

Yeah but maybe ignorance is bliss

Yeah I'd rather lay in the abyss

Then be aware of what I missed

Especially if I quit

Yeah they say that hell is your last day

When you see what you could've became

That day would drive me insane

So I intend on staying my lane

Yeah I picked a path and I picked the pain

Yeah I want it bad that won't ever change

Yeah sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm okay

Yeah I know I'll have what I want someday

I need my space now so I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare so I can be something yeah

I do what I love and hope you will love me yeah

I face this nightmare no I am not running let's go

And it's hard to be okay

When everything has changed

Yeah it's hard to be okay

When I can see everything

The best part of everyone's day

Is on my iPhone on display

No matter what I do can't get away

This isn't healthy I don't feel the same

Yo and destiny is a weird thing

Yeah 'cause it's easier to believe yeah

That everything is out of your hands

It's part of a plan so there ain't no need

To worry uh

Don't let your vision be blurry

Yeah lock in to your journey

Yeah and you can start real early

You can be thirteen or you could be thirty

Uh but it's your life to live yeah

Yo so what you got to give huh

Yo you better get after it don't you dare quit

Don't you dare kid you got dreams

Then you're like me

So try like me so fight like me

Take a hold of your life and thrive like me

So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me