temporary nothing

How does it feel

To feel nothing at all I wonder

I imagine it's grey

Like the world suddenly lost its color

But I'd be lying if I said

I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times

To feel nothing

Cause feelings are painful

And I don't wanna suffer through

All those moments without you

When I lost you

Anger and sadness they're always there

They're always pretty rough to cope with

Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart

I wish I could start again

But I know that there's the other side

The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it

And when I do I'll be

So better for the rest

So much better in my chest

Can you feel can you feel

And when you do you'll be

So happy that you felt

So happy that you dealt with it

Yeah you dealt with it

Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart

And I wish I could start again again

But I know that there's the other side

The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it

And I used to think

That being numb would ease the pain

But I was wrong I was so wrong

It's just better to feel and know you're alive

While reminding yourself that it's temporary

Oh it won't last for long