I Wonder

I know this pain is inevitable

But suffering's optional

I choose not to degrade my value

I will never love somebody

That treats me like I am

Ordinary

I wonder how did we connect

When you doubted choices

That I would make

You wanted me to be perfect

But all I could do was to be fake

Everything has gone in a blink

Now I am doing powder on the sink

Numbing my pain with a drink

How can home feel like a hell

It feels like being locked up

In a cell

I wonder how did we connect

When you doubted choices

That I would make

You wanted me to be perfect

But all I could do was to be fake

Is this what you want me to say

That I will be okay

Why you have to be a prick everyday

I'm sorry for once I have to disobey

Is this what you want me to say

That I will be okay

Why you have to be a prick everyday

I'm sorry for once I have to disobey

How can I say that I am okay

When you're still here with me to stay

Broke my heart till I have nothing to say

Shadows of you just won't get away

Get away

Get away

Get away

Woah get away

Get away