Ruin It

Ruin It - Alkaline Trio

I've waited a long time for this life

Just to ruin it so please don't ruin this for me

Yes to understand this lie

Hell I crossed those t's

I scratched out all these eyes myself last night

What I promise not to find

So this is what I'm looking like these days

I'm all grown up so full of hate

But I don't wanna let go of my age

Cause it's the salt that brings the taste

So where am I to decide that I'm not right

Cause I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

One a good day

On my best day

If you stick around

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife

Am I being to careful

Does this seem right

Did I open up the shades to expose this sunny rays

To show what burned this sight

Take a close look

Hold me right up to the light

Cause I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

One a good day

On my best day

If you stick around

I've waited for so long

(I've waited for so long)

Spread me out rake me in

This scorched and rocky field

Will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

One a good day

On my best day

If you stick around 2x