Killing Time

How do we reflect upon a lifetime spent begging for relevance

To our own detriment

Hunger never satisfied so you pray instead

For inclusion in a mass charade the cast are playing dead

To what end do we chase this role now

Audition for suffering reality takes its toll

When all is said and done

We were all just searching for someone

Its a grand deception the game of life

I feel it all slipping away

Just killing time

As you wait for the elements lost in the moment

You still cant tell me what youve done with any purpose

To what end do we lie to ourselves

Audition for suffering preparing for hell

Now my number is up exposing the truth

All it took was the life of a man to pass through the palm of my hand

Have I resisted existence

When all is said and done

We were all just searching for someone

Its a grand deception the game of life

I feel it all slipping away

Just killing time

See death circle in the distance

Are you ready to die

See death circle in the distance

Im not ready to die

Was it fate that led me here

Or something more I cant ignore for now I know

Its the loss of love the loss of love we fear

I feel it all slipping away