Rawks

Rawks - K.Flay

Playing solitaire in restaurants

Boundaries I'm testing em

No one's really watching still

I sense that I've been messing up

Human but day by day

I'm feeling like I'm less of one

Sent all my best friends presents yet

I'm disappointing everyone

Got no direction someone summon Nora Ephron

Beer pong's how

I learned the capital of Lebanon

Basically we're Lennon John,

Young and dead and gone

Whiskey tipsy keep on slipping

Don't know which end of the bed I'm on

Calories, Valeries in malls smoking on Cali w**d

How can you complain

When you've made up all your realities?

Ballerinas balancing,

Validating maladies

Barfing up their salad greens par

For mister balanchine

I text a lot of boys,

But I rarely f**k em

Ducking clouds,

Breaking down,

Got my head up in an oven

Shut my mouth, blacking out,

Yeah my brain is f**king bludgeoned

Though I've had my doubts

I know my stuff is straight disgusting

And I mean that in the best way

Flipping sh*t like burgers

Or fake furs or a sex change

Right onto the next phase,

Got my buddies in the backseat

Don't like what I do

Then get your lips up off my a** cheek

Rocks in my shoes,

Stones in my pockets

Lost and confused,

Cold and forgotten

Yeah, that's me

I try to look alive but I'm half asleep

Rocks in my shoes,

Stones in my pockets

Lost and confused,

Cold and forgotten

Yeah, that's me

I try to look alive but I'm half asleep

Baby's got a nosebleed,

Talking to a lead pipe

Strangers think they know me,

Photos of my best side

Fit into my old jeans,

Haven eaten in like

3 days you say

I'm looking sick well sh*t you're dead right

Father's vices,

But my mama's heart so I've feeling like

Penitent a million nights

Sipping on these miller lights

Wishing it was back to mash

After class and pillow fights

Feeling violated so

I memorized the Bill of Rights

Kids I grew up with, perspective busted

And now like half of them are fat,

That's f**king justice

Swear I'm on the cusp of something great,

East I hope I am

Trying to get a couple butts

To shake 'til I'm broke again

Compliments they're never sinking in

I'm drinking gin

And wondering why every night

I bend over the sink again

Thinking I'm in love so my irises been twinkling

But he don't feel the same,

Guess I'm permanently single then

My anxiety been f**king with me awfully

Should I be taking medications,

Doctor probably

Tummy's bum need an endoscopy

Wanted everything under the sun guess

I'll settle for some Foster's Freeze

But life's gravy uh I'm trying to find a man

Hop in his Mercedes

All my no ways been turning into maybes

I thought I told you

I was f**king crazy

Rocks in my shoes,

Stones in my pockets

Lost and confused,

Cold and forgotten

Yeah, that's me

I try to look alive but I'm half asleep

Rocks in my shoes,

Stones in my pockets

Lost and confused,

Cold and forgotten

Yeah, that's me

I try to look alive but I'm half asleep

Yeah, that's me

Yeah, that's me