Male Fantasy

Male Fantasy - Billie Eilish

Lyrics by：Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas O'Connell

Composed by：Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas O'Connell

Home alone tryin' not to eat

Distract myself with pornography

I hate the way she looks at me

I can't stand the dialogue she would never be

That satisfied it's a male fantasy

I'm goin' back to therapy

'Cause I loved you then

And I love you now and I don't know how

Guess it's hard to know

When nobody else comes around

If I'm getting over you

Or just pretending to

Be alright convince myself I hate you

Want me to sing in here

I got a call from a girl I used to know

We were inseparablе years ago

Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so

And it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel

I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel

But nothing lasts I know the deal

But I loved you then

And I love you now and I don't know how

Guess it's hard to know

When nobody else comes around

If I'm getting over you

Or just pretending to

Be alright convince myself I hate you

Can't get over you

No matter what I do

I know I should but I could never hate you