Family Tree (Explicit)

I've been waiting on that email

Where you apologise

And for invitations to family occasions

But they don't arrive

I talk about you with my therapist

And say you're just misunderstood

She said I've had you on a pedestal since I was 8 years old

And it don't do me no good

Year by year it ****s me up

Carrying dead wood, carrying us

I'll tear down this family tree

'Cos it's poisoned you and me

Gotta cut cut cut it down

And watch as it falls to the ground

Take a chainsaw to the branches

To the source of all my sadness

Cut cut cut it down

Down, down

Just want you to know that I love you

and I'm gonna cry again

If you think I wanna do this

Then God you got it wrong

But I gotta be ruthless digging up the roots till all of you is gone

I never thought we'd be that family

That didn't speak for 20 years

I'll see you at the funeral for somebody we both knew

Act like it ain't weird

I'll tear down this family tree

'Cos it's poisoned you and me

Gotta cut cut cut it down

And watch as it falls to the ground

Take a chainsaw to the branches

To the source of all my sadness

Gotta cut cut it down, down

Down da da down da down da da down down

Down da da down da down

I gotta cut it down down

I gotta cut it down down

Oh

Down da da down da down da da down down

Down da da down da down

I gotta cut it down down

I gotta cut it down down

So don't reach out don't contact me

It's taken every part of me

To cut cut cut you out

You will never hurt me now

Take a chainsaw to the branches

To the source of all my sadness

Cut cut cut it down

Down down

I gotta cut you out

I gotta cut you down

So you'll never hurt me now

Down, down