when the hospital was my home

when the hospital was my home - Powfu/Rxseboy

Lyrics by：Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs

Composed by：Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs

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Feel the wind blow I can hear it in my left ear

Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here

Life is slow sleepin' twelve hours a day ayy

Since I had my surgery it's never been the same

I'm sick and it sucks and my friends barely visit

Every week that goes by end up feelin' more distant

Cried so many times tryna chip away my fear

Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years

First night that you kissed me cuddle watchin' Disney

Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me

Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side

We didn't see this coming it's okay to say goodbye

It's okay to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer

Sorry I'm not stronger

Speak to me with honesty it's harder than we thought it'd be

Tell it to me straight ayy I don't want no "probably"s

Tell me when you're tired 'cause I'm gettin' tired too

The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue

Pills for my breakfast promisin' they'll heal me

Hanging out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling

My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me

Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy

Yeah I was excited for that concert

Tell me all about it did they sign your new Converse

I don't wanna let go when we hug

One thing worse than dying is losing who you love

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It's okay to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer

Sorry I'm not stronger

Noticed all the pain you had to deal with

Was sick of all the doctors lyin' sayin' that you'd heal quick

It's been a couple days since you left us in that hearse

Your girl just called me

Said she's pregnant and that would've been my first

So shocked when she told me

Why didn't she tell you

She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through

You always talked about her you were ready for a son

For a son

Now you'll be watchin' over him free of pain

Hope that one day he'll look up and feel your love

Look up and feel my love

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When I get to heaven I will wait for you

Sorry for the things that I put you through

You had to watch me flatline wishin' that we had time