Blind Eyed (feat. Sam Tompkins)

Blind Eyed - Ren/Sam Tompkins

This lighter don't work no

No flame to spark my goal

My Nike'es laced in dirt oh

I've ended up treading on my own soul

My headphones only working on the left side

But I try to live the right life

My eyes wide and I strive

To stop my demons gripping ripping from the inside

This road is dark and I can't find

The batteries for my flashlight

I'm blind eyed and I'm tried

These drugs don't work

The pain it takes control

A blood-stained shirt

I feel like I'm always being chased by the devil

I tried to talk

But I can't seem to get my spoken words right

And I tttttttry to keep my stutter light

And this life it can be

Ish right cut you like a flick knife

Twist and make you sick right

An I think maybe I'll be better off alone

So I redirect the calls from my phone

I learnt so many lessons from depression

But in essence I'm just wishing

That these bad thoughts were gone

In my mind

In my mind

In my mind

Sometimes I bleed

Sometimes I crawl sometimes I slip sometimes I fall

Sometimes times my back is up against the

Wall so hard that whole building could fall

Sometimes I bruise sometimes I break

Sometimes I'm true sometimes I'm fake

Sometimes I'm hoping for a moment when the floor

Would just start opening and swallow me for goodness sake

I think I'm gonna break

'Cause I ache and it's bait

I'm awake in a world

Full of pain superman no cape

And I'm pressing the breaks but the breaks

They break and I'm driving my universe into a lake

And the weight the weight of the world don't wait

We make mistakes when it's all at stake

We cook out cake we eat our cake

Sometimes no time for double takes but

That's just the way life goes sometimes

But I don't want to end up

In the gutter being battered by my

Troubles face down in puddle

Where the sun don't shine so

I'm coming and giving it back

Upon the track and attacking 'em

Stacking up beats like I did

And I'm praying oh Lord take this pain away away

Away away away away