I Come Apart (Explicit)

Yeah

Losin' my faith

Losin' my mind

Losin' my friends

Just hopin' I find

Something to feel

Something that's real

'Cause all that we know is narcotics and pills

My pops got a case

Thirty stacks for the bail

Lookin' back at my words like

Where the f**k did I fail

Look to god for the answers

I just hope for a sign

I'm just prayin' for peace

As I load up my 9

See

I come apart sometimes

I'm not me

I come apart sometimes

I'm missin' my heart sometimes

I can't sleep

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I'm missin' my heart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

They start breakin' me down

Got me chained to the ground

I can't take it no more

If I stay

Then I drown

Can't let it get to me

I let it get to me

This anxiety kills

It'll eat you alive

I'm just blind to my problems

I can't see what I hide

Traumatized by the world

But I can't let it kill me

I took a bullet to my head

But they say that they feel me

The land of the free

Where they put us in chains

Where they lock us in cages

New millenium slaves

Look to god for the answers

I just hope for a sign

I'm just prayin' for peace

As I load up my 9

See

I come apart sometimes

I'm not me

I come apart sometimes

I'm missin' my heart sometimes

I can't sleep

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

Yeah

I'm missin' my heart sometimes

Yeah

I come apart sometimes

They start breakin' me down

Got me chained to the ground

I can't take it no more

If I stay

Then I drown

Can't let it get to me

I let it get to me