everything at once

everything at once - Mothica

Lyrics by：McKenzie Ellis/Ellen Murphy/Zoe Moss/Michael McAllister

Composed by：McKenzie Ellis/Ellen Murphy/Zoe Moss/Michael McAllister

I can't cry I'm too anxious

Restless mind I can't shake this

Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking

I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once

Hate when you ask how I'm doing

I know that you're just assuming

I'm better now not bleeding out

Get outta bed on a good day

Lately that's all I can do hey

I go through hell to hide myself

I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry

That's why

I can't cry I'm too anxious

Restless mind I can't shake this

Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking

I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything

Whatever I do I can't slow down

Please don't leave me alone now

'Cause when I stop my demons talk

I'm coming off apathetic

I play it off like it's an aesthetic

Clearly I care too much but I'm fooling everyone

I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry

That's why

I can't cry I'm too anxious

Restless mind I can't shake this

Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking

I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once