Ghost (Explicit)

Ghost (Explicit) - Badflower

Lyrics by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti/Noah Shain

Composed by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti/Noah Shain/Noah Shain

I tried it once before

But I didn't get too far

I felt a lot of pain

But it didn't stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little f**k

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before

And I think I might have messed up messed up messed up

I struggled with the veins

And I guess I didn't bleed enough

But maybe I'm alive

Because I didn't really wanna die wanna die wanna die

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before

And this time I made a deep cut deep cut deep cut

I thought about my friends

And the way I didn't give enough bive enough

And I should have told my mother 'mom

I love you' like a good son good son good son

But this life is overwhelming

And I'm ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be yeah

I tried it once again

And I think I might black out

I should have left a letter

But I had nothing to write about

My blood is all around me

I get dizzy if I stand up

The cutting part was easy

But regretting it is so f**ked

Yeah take the blade away from me

I am a freak I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be yeah

I tried it once again

And I think I went too far

Of the man that I was meant to be

I cut a little deeper

And the pressure stopped my heart

The man that I was meant to be

I couldn't tell my mother 'mom

I love you' I'm a bad son

This life is overwhelming

And I'm ready for the next one