PTSD (Explicit)

D A got that

D A got that d**e

I turn the news on when I smell death in the air

I prove you wrong I made it out of here

I don't belong I see my past everywhere

Don't stand too close to me eternal PTSD

I got a war zone inside of my head

I made it on my own they said I'd be in jail or dead

I've seen my brothers fall over and over again

Don't stand too close to me I got PTSD

I was hearing bangs like Chief Keef

Always yelling names that's deceased

I go off my mind and my instinct

And my instinct

Shootin' at the same time we was in sync

On the same thing tryna repeat

Repeat

We was in them whips right back on the enemies

Stuffed on my last hit I was in the middle seat

f**k it out the sun roof brodie got a quick release

And we in a car real fast from police

Shots fired back but his a*s in the street

When I bought a forty showed Brittany and Tiffany

Knowing if they call it ain't s**t they can't get from me

Lot of warfare 17 had a 50 piece

Flexed on n***as so you know they wanna kill a G

Royalty

Posted in the hood with some Bentley keys

Loyalty

Roc died showed 'em what it really mean

I can't sleep 'cause it's a war zone in my head

My killers good they know I'm hands-on with the bread

A million dollars ahead I'm still angry and seeing red

How the f**k I'm 'posed to have fun All my n***as dead

I turn the news on when I smell death in the air

I prove you wrong I made it out of here

I don't belong I see my past everywhere

Don't stand too close to me eternal PTSD

I got a war zone inside of my head

I made it on my own they said I'd be in jail or dead

I've seen my brothers fall over and over again

Hunh

Don't stand too close to me

Igh

I got PTSD

Used to run home from the train stop

Yeah

Running so fast dodging raindrops

'Member got robbed at the park once

Yeah

'Member thinking that that b***h probably ain't cocked

Yeah

'Member I was with my mama one time

Seen a n***a through the glass hit a n***a with a bankshot

Bow

Point-blank head hanging off his tank top

Woo

Walked off we drove off went to GameStop

Skrrt

Quiet ride there picked up San Andreas

Hunh

Certain things we ain't talk about mama we just prayed off

We seen it all don't get involved

Carry the weight of the world like a shawl

Yeah

Conceal and revealing to people in court

I still can feel it I know that the world is evil in case you thought a n***a forgot it

When my homie was bleeding out another homie went in his pockets

Tsk

Please do not run up on me not even as fans n***as get fanned

Down on the Dan Ryan I'm flying I'm scary as hell I need me a Xan

Igh

The days seem longer as life gets shorter

We know s*x d**gs money all in that order

Ain't no structure no peace we've lost our order

Leaving me with anxiety f**king up my sobriety

Lil Uzi Vert yeah

It's a war zone laying inside my head

I still think about all my n***as that's dead

I'm too paranoid yeah I know you heard what I said

I'm too paranoid I make sure all my opps they bled

Woah

Draining all my energy no I cannot sleep uh-huh

I'm affected by the streets no appetite I can't eat

I only see red when I see I think it's my PTSD

d**n

I think it's my PTSD

Woah

I think it's my PTSD yeah

Woah

I turn the news on when I smell death in the air