bummer (Explicit)

bummer (Explicit) - renforshort

Lyrics by：Jeff Hazin/Matt Kahane/Lauren Isenberg/David Charles Fischer

Composed by：Jeff Hazin/Matt Kahane/Lauren Isenberg/David Charles Fischer

Looking in the mirror

My reflection got me triggered

You say that I'm looking pretty

I swear that I'm getting thinner

I think it must be obvious

I can't hear the compliments

Just feeling s**tty

Think that everyone's oblivious

I'm hoping by the summer

I won't be feeling like I do

Sometimes I wonder

Will it always be a bummer yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but s**t I'm hating myself

Maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

I'm hating myself

Seeing a psychiatrist

Hoping I can get this fixed

Ask if I'm okay

I say "No not even a little bit"

Feels like I'm inhibited

Permanent piece of s**t

Please just tell me anyway

That everything will be okay

I'm hoping by the summer

I won't be feeling like I do

Sometimes I wonder

Will it always be a bummer yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but s**t I'm hating myself

And maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

They say I'm being too cautious sick too often

Maybe it's nothing

Change the topic 'til it's all forgotten

But I think it's common

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but s**t I'm hating myself

And maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

I'm hating myself

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba