Tiny Angel (Explicit)

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Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt

So this story

Is about a really close friend of mine

I love you brother

My mates talk sh*t about their wives

But I love mine

Yeah we fight sometimes

But ain't that just life

She's been pregnant now for some time

It took us years

And enough tries

I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life

From the drunk times

Or when I tried *** twice

I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right

The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin'

The only thing that's working against us is just time

That was true two months by

My wife called me up

While I was workin' at the pub right

She told me I was gonna be a daddy

We both broke down

She said there's something that I done right

I called my mother

Told her I was gonna be a father

Mum cried so did I

I was tongue tied

I can't explain this feelin' but I love life

I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine

To create this little person that's fun size

A little bit of her

And a little bit of me

But I pray he gets his mum's eyes

I say he 'cause I've always wanted a son right

The ultrasound said it's a boy

My little ray of sunshine

It dawned on me

I can't wait to see my son rise

You know what they say about time though

It does fly

Fast forward nine months and suddenly

It's crunch time

It's been a few days of goin' through contractions

Gotta stop watch timin' every moment that it happens

We reached five minutes

So it's hospital time

I call ahead to see the doctors arrive

My wife's laughin'

Now I properly drive like the cops are behind

But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time

I'm a little scared

But she ain't got a worry in sight

She's a warrior

Exactly what you want in a wife

It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up

Finally she's comin' to that second stage of labour

I sit next to her squeeze on her hand

Put a sponge up on her head and say

Breathe if you can

I love you so much baby you're so strong

I could never do this but you so easily can

She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured

Like someone's got a knife

And they're stabbin' her stomach

She's like we have to do somethin'

The nurse said

It's natural

Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming

She's like

No it's too much it's too hard to get out

I m sayin' any words I think ll help at calmin' her down

Doctor's like

You're nearly through the worst part of it now

Take a look and see my little king is startin' to crown

They all tellin' her to push and she's screamin'

She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathin'

It's like push is the only word that they've said now

Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out

The doctor's like

Yes now the head's out

And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out

It's so amazin' to see my son in the flesh

I can't help but notice

He hasn't taken a breath now

They put a little plastic thing in his mouth

While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumpin' his chest down

I start panicking

Something's gone wrong

They push me to the side

I can barely see what's goin' on

He's not breathin'

They need to resuscitate him

He's suffocating

I see that it's something major I feel

So helpless I wish I could come and save him

I pray that my son'll make it it's taking 'em f**kin ages

Everyone's in shock

I'm just listenin' in

Holdin' my breath

Wishin' I could give it to him f**k

At 20 minutes now they're stoppin'

They turn around they say

We've lost him

I'm in shock I can't talk

I'm starin' at the ground I can't walk

They hand him to us

Can't believe the size of him

The most beautiful thing I've ever seen

But there's no life in him

My wife's cryin' like

Why aren't they reviving him

I said

They tried for 20 minutes she's like

Try again

Now I'm feelin' like

I'm stuck in hell

This is the worst pain

I've f**kin' felt

I've been ten years clean

But now I'm drunk and on the *** as well

I'm doin' anything to numb myself

But nothin' helps

I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell

Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself

I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful

It's painful heaven must be runnin' out of angels

He died from asphyxiation no air in his lungs

A parent should never have to bury their son

Especially one that's so precious it has barely begun

That's one thing in life that should never be done

I prayed for a son

And they blessed me with one

My biggest gift now his presence is up

And I'm crying at the thought

He won't ever feel a hug

Or the tenderness of love that he'd be gettin' from his mum

Sent him from above but why take him

It's like I'm being punished for the negative I've done

And it's killin' me that Christmas time is barely in a month

So I'm doin' what I have to do to spend it with my son

No

Where did you go

Are you alone

How did you get there

I need you at home

Where did you go

Are you alone

How did you get there

I need you at home

I need you at home