Let Me Let Go

If today was my funeral

如果今天是我的葬禮

Tell me what would you say?

告訴我你會說些什麼？

Would you think less of me for ending all of my pain?

你會因為我結束了所有痛苦而看輕我嗎？

'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain

因為我已經厭倦了試圖解釋

Would you think of me fondly like a soldier at war?

你會像對待戰場上的士兵一樣深情地想起我嗎？

Or the coward that could not let you down anymore?

還是會把我當成那個再也不會讓你失望的懦夫？

'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for

因為最近我覺得這樣的生活不值得為之奮鬥

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside

如果你能感受到我的感受，遇見我內心的惡魔

You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die

你就不會說我想死是自私的

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge

你不會因為我站在這窗臺上而評判我

Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head

因為我知道下面的任何事情都不會比我腦海中的更糟糕

Yeah, you would let me let go

是的，你會讓我放手

But you'll never know

但你永遠不會知道

There's a house that's on fire deep inside of my mind

在我內心深處有一所房子著火了

I've been stuck in the wreckage, I was taught I should hide

我被困在殘骸中，我被教導要隱藏

There's an open window, smoke is getting high

有一扇開著的窗戶，煙霧越來越濃

It's gonna tear me to pieces being forced to decide

被迫做出決定會把我撕成碎片

Do I jump like a failure, let it burn me alive?

我是像個失敗者一樣跳下去，讓它把我活活燒死嗎？

Should I feel guilty for running out of time?

我應該為時間耗盡而感到內疚嗎？

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside

如果你能感受到我的感受，遇見我內心的惡魔

You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die

你就不會說我想死是自私的

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge

你不會因為我站在這窗臺上而評判我

Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head

因為我知道下面的任何事情都不會比我腦海中的更糟糕

Yeah, you would let me let go

是的，你會讓我放手

But you'll never know

但你永遠不會知道

My pain, or see through this smile

我的痛苦，或者看穿這個微笑

I still fake 'til it's all too late

我仍然假裝，直到一切都太晚了

All I have to say

這就是我要說的

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside

如果你能感受到我的感受，遇見我內心的惡魔

You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die

你就不會說我想死是自私的

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You would let me let go

你會讓我放手

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge

你不會因為我站在這窗臺上而評判我

Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head

因為我知道下面的任何事情都不會比我腦海中的更糟糕

Yeah, you would let me let go

是的，你會讓我放手

But you'll never know

但你永遠不會知道