Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

I watched the proverbial sunrise

Coming up over the pacific and

You might think I'm losing my mind

But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don't want you to know where I am

Cause then you'll see my heart

In the saddest state it's ever been

This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there

That's exactly where I lost it

See that line

Well I never should have crossed it

Stop right there

Well I never should have said

That it's the very moment that

I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again

Cause who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one

Couldn't keep to myself enough

And the things bottled inside have finally begun

To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up

I heard the reverberating footsteps

Synching up to the beating of my heart

And I was positive that unless I got myself together

I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again

Cause then you'll see my heart

In the saddest state it's ever been

This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there

That's exactly where I lost it

See that line

Well I never should have crossed it

Stop right there

Well I never should have said

That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

Stop right there

That's exactly where I lost it

See that line

Well I never should have crossed it

Stop right there

Well I never should have said

That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again

Cause who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been

And who I am will take the second chance you gave me

Who I am hates who I've been

Cause who I've been only ever made me

So sorry for the person I became

So sorry that it took so long for me to change

I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again

Cause who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been