No Thanks

No handouts

No thanks

No strength to burn my bridges

Sentenced life in hell

I've been ashamed all my life

But I have never felt like this

I put myself in my grave

And the dirt is spilling in

I need answers

To the questions

That I've never had the words to ask

Too embarrassed to ask for help

But too slow to run from my past

So I'm left with the pain I feel

Sentenced a life in hell

So you may see me

I may look different

The stress has weighed on my bones

And I can't fix it

Time has passed

I still feel the same

No handouts

No thanks

No strength to burn my bridges

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