My Life In Two

My Life In Two - Ice Nine Kills

Am I just holding onto memories

The perfect pieces of my past

I never thought I'd be the one to

Say that dreams don't always last

I've screamed my heart out

Given everything

I split my life in two

And I don't regret anything

If I can see the damages by now

Can you hear the sound

Is it time or just the voice

Inside my mind that says -

"Don't throw your life away

Reaching for yesterday"

I only promise I'm not giving up today

And when my mind starts pulling away

My heart will have

The fight to make it

I'll turn my back on better days

I know my pride can take it

I've sacrificed half of my life

I hear it in every line I write -

That a part of me

I lost along the way

I'll never get back again

I've screamed my heart out

Given everything

I split my life in two

And I don't regret anything

If I can see the damages by now

Can you hear the sound

Is it time or just the voice

Inside my mind that says -

"Don't throw your life

Away reaching for yesterday"

I only promise I'm not giving up today

And when my hope stops leading the way

It might be too late

To make it out

And when jealousy

Will be all I breathe

Who am I to play the martyr

My head will bow in shame

When my heart stops leading the way

Who am I to play the martyr

I'm the one to blame

When my heart stops leading the way

Who am I to play the martyr

If I can see the damages by now

Can you hear the sound and walk away

"Don't throw your life away

Reaching for yesterday"

I only promise I'm not giving up today