Rainy Dayz (Explicit)

Rainy Dayz (Explicit) - Mia x

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

Tears from Heaven rain down and cleanse me

I'm out of control sometimes

So much stuff's on my mind

I'm trying to find the right path to walk on

Maintain and be strong

But I don't know how long

I can keep on sleep on it

My partner said

And then nightmares of troubled times

Invade the space in my head

I'd rather be dead often

Than to deal with the pain and pressure

So let the rain fall

And take it away all forever

But you can never be rid of troubled times

You can run away

Try ot block it out

But they gon' stay stand firm

So we gotta learn how to deal with it

Look life in the eye be real with it

I'm still getting bits and pieces of womanhood

Finally starting to realize

That being grown ain't all good

I would rather be eight at my mom's place

Cuddled and sheltered from the pain

But for now I'ma leave it with the rain

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

Please let it rain

Before my man comes home

Maybe he'll wanna talk

And practice between my thighs

Instead of on my eyes while my

I going throught this

I keep asking myself

Does somebody really love you

Taking blows at you

Controlling you

And do you really love yourself

I don't know it's like

I can't think for myself anymore

I'm looking at the door

Lord please give me the courage to step

And if I do will I regret the day I left

Is he the best thing to ever happen to me

And is it a minor flaw

When he leaves scars after beating me

Or can it be my self-eteem left with the first bruise

Lord will I ever be a victim on the evening news

I'm so confused

I've got more blues than B B

He keeps on pushing and hitting and shoving

And then claiming that he loves me

For life trying to call me his wife

No rings of course

So can I give all this pain to the rain

Let it pour

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

Will I ever ever

Ever in my ruggedy life

Live in a happy home

And be a happy man's wife

No cheating no fights

Connected to wealth

And proud to look in the mirror and love myself

I think not my hand full of dreams is all I got

One wishing that the rain

Could make it all stop

Top it off more

All the exit doors are locked

Click change up

Got my brain detained and stained

What am I to do

Lord please talk to me

This bottle of Valiums keeps calling me

And he spoke gave a sister award of hope

I'm bout to take my life back for sho'

No more waiting for things to happen for me

Heaven's tears got me seeing things clearly

I love the rain

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days

So my mind and this pain can drift away

Sometimes I love the rainy days