Please Don't Let My Mother Read This

From the bottom of the barrel

And I'm still here

We all would like to think that

We are more important than we are

I am nothing

It's not hard to understand

I've known it all along

Since birth

I've never had a sense of pride

I've never had a shred of hope

Believing in myself would be

The death of my sincerity

Kill the lights

Face to face with myself

I know that I am nothing

Face to face with myself

I am nothing

This isn't a cry for help

This isn't reaching out

I wonder what this life

Would be like without me

This isn't even close

To my suicide note