crutch (Explicit)

Baby let me show you that I'm not worth it

I can show you that I'm not perfect

If you can see through me

Can you find the missing piece

I think I lost it when I lost you

I should a kept you but I tossed you

I think about things I'm not supposed to

I think about if I never knew you

It's pretty sad where my mind goes

Rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed

I wish I felt alive

I wish I felt the knife in my back that night

I pulled you up

I showed you love

When you were down

I was your crutch

Where'd you go

I'm all alone

I need some help

At least some hope

You pushed me away

I turned so cold

I didn't wanna breathe

I'm a vanish in the smoke

You vanished from my arms

I left to go home

You fell in love with d**gs

Got the xanax in your coat

And I bite my tongue

Cause I know that you're lying

Too many reasons

Just not to fight it

Plus I got too much thoughts

If I add another

I might really combust

I can't even move

When I think too much

And when we turn up

I think we drink too much

You say that I suck

Cause I don't hit you up

It's not what you think

I just don't wanna get hurt

All your friends

Think you're the best

Behind that mask baby

You look depressed

I know you you know I saw it

Undressed you look so flawless

I pulled you up

I showed you love

When you were down

I was your crutch

Where'd you go

I'm all alone

I need some help

At least some hope

You pushed me away

I turned so cold

I didn't wanna breathe

I'm a vanish in the smoke

You vanished from my arms

I left to go home

You fell in love with d**gs

Got the xanax in your coat

I pulled you up

I showed you love

When you were down

I was your crutch

Where'd you go

I'm all alone

I need some help

At least some hope