Revelation

Revelation (啓示錄) - D-12

I don't wanna go to school

I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life

Everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world

I'm waitin for the revelation

I wanna kill myself I'm still debatin

In front of a baptist church masturbatin

Prayin to Satan

Think I'm crazy cause I smoke crack

Live on the mat in a two-family flat

(F**k it)

Tired of gettin hit in the face with a broom

My moms on her period

My dad's in my room (Daddy no )

I got ten rocks and I need to get out

I sold them in five minutes

At my own damn hause (Moms smoke crack)

My poor grandmother God bless her soul

The b**ch got AIDS (aww)

She just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha)

There's three things that

Keep me from bein a Nazi

I'm black a fag and my dad's Liberace

No matter how bad the beatin

I went to school cheatin

My dad whooped my a** at a PTA meetin

Skipping the school

I had to have nuts just to do it

Got bored and became truant

When I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it

I was lured into corners by the peer pressure sh*t

How would you feel if you

Was held by the tip of a barrel

Gettin threatened to get your

Skin ripped to bone marrow

Bet suburban kids never got

Rushed for their apparel

Like me outcast last in class

First to leave when the teacher called on me

Best believe I had somethin up my sleeve

I've been praised and labeled as crazed

My mother was unable to raise me

Full of crazy rage

An angry teenager nothin can change me back

Gangsta rap made me act like a maniac

I was boostin so influenced by music I used it

As an excuse to do sh*t

Ooh I was stupid

No one can tell me nothin

Hip-hop overwhelmed me

To the point where it had me

In a whole 'nother realm

It was like isolatin myself was healthy

It felt like we was on welfare but wealthy

Compelled me to excel when school it failed me

Expelled me and when the principal would tell me

I was nothin and I wouldn't amount to sh*t

I made my first million and counted it

Now look at a f**kin drop-out that quits

Stupid as sh*t rich as f**k and proud of it

That's why

I don't wanna go to school

I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life

Everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world

I'm waitin for the revelation

I was raised with a rifle and mask

Steadily beatin my psychiatrist a**

Just for askin about my past

(b**ch) I was never on that punk sh*t;

F**kin around

Can get yo' belove abducted

Smothered in blood quick

You couldn't pay Swift to give a f**k

Was crazy like my father

It musta been poison in that ni**a's nut

Far as probation f**k peein in cups

I violate at any time

Let 'em see the blunt

I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of cells

Young as hell havin conversations with myself

You could tell I wasn't lenient

A disobedient

Lynched and slapped teachers

B**ch I'm not readin it

You don't know what dawgs go through

A little ni**a

Sippin liquor with my old dude

What the f**k you gon' do

I'm quick to curse you

I told my mother that I'ma hurt you

If you ever again mention a curfew

Look my family ignored me and

I don't like that

They don't even listen when

I tell them I'll be right back

(Yeah whatever) This nice beautiful house ma

It don't mean sh*t

Cause you know daddy's a drunk

And he don't clean sh*t

And yesterday he hit me like

A grown f**kin man

I couldn't stand up to him

I just ducked and ran

I'm sick of this I wish on Christmas

That I can get a loaded four-fifth

And put a f**kin end to this

(F**k it) I got no friends and

I can't get a b**ch

Only thing I have is dirty magazines

And sticky fingertips

Nothin to smile about

I'm about to lose my mind

Got me an automatic nine

Now I'm ballin out

Wait 'til school's over

Pu-pil are people to shoot through

Kids goin cuckoo with a two-two

Since my fame is this new dude

In this high school

Losin his noodle learn that

People don't like you

The football jocks is spittin on him

Popular kids in school is now pickin on him

Burn out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him

And his teacher in his english

Class keep flippin on him

And now he's grounded with no allowances

For drinkin forty ounces

Cause he was caught by his counselors

And why the f**k I gotta ride the bench coach

Already got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat

All I ever seen is violence violence

Told me to keep silent

Stepped back in my eyelids

It's apparent that my parents

Weren't parents at all

That's why I blew out my brains

And murdered you all

I don't wanna go to school

I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life

Everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world

I'm waitin for the revelation