Empty (Explicit)

Empty (Explicit) - Olivia O'Brien

Written by：Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth

I can't handle these pressures all I can say is this stress hurts

Things are supposed to get better

I just need to put myself first

I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart

This energy's killin' my vibes now

Sometimes I just wanna to drown out

All of the thoughts in my mind

Too much going on at the same time

I wish it would stop and I've tried but

Life just sucks then we all die

That's just reality yeah don't lie to me

Yeah I'm messed up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough

But maybe I've had just too much

To drink to smoke to swallow

I'm drowning up my sorrows

There's rules I'll never follow

Pretend there's no tomorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories so I could stop feeling so empty

I wish that sh*t wasn't so tempting

But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things

I could do to mess me up

I want to let go but I'm feeling so stuck

So all I can do is fill up my cup

And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

That's just reality yeah don't lie to me

Yeah I'm messed up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough

But maybe I've had just too much

To drink to smoke to swallow

I'm drowning up my sorrows

There's rules I'll never follow

Pretend there's no tomorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

My body's shaking

My head is aching

It feels like my heart is breaking

My body's shaking

My head is aching

I can't fix this mess I'm making

But I'm empty inside yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die