why i am alive

why i am alive - Or3o

Lyrics by：Euria S Sin

Composed by：Euria S Sin

Sometimes I don't want to try

I can't seem to smile I can't seem to cry

What is the point when I don't want to open my eyes

Sorry for feeling this way

A burden I know but what else can I say

I'd rather you leave me you know that you don't have to stay

I want to give up

Let go of these chains

Please leave me in peace

And end this pain

But I cannot be

So selfish and flee

Because

I may hate myself

But I still love you

Even if my pains gone

It'll only pass on back to you

I don't understand

What you all see in me

But you love me and I love you

I've had enough

I want to be done

The hurt in my heart

Cannot be healed

But I have to try

I can't say goodbye

Because

I may hate myself

But I still love you

Even if my pains gone

It'll only pass on back to you

I don't understand

What you all see in me

But you love me and I love you

Maybe one day I'll love me too