Happier

Feels like I'm spending my whole life waiting

Is there something more

Feels like I'm happier eyes closed dreaming

Than living anymore

By now I thought I'd have my ****together

By now I thought that I'd be doing better

Right now it's looking like that might be never

Right now it's looking like that might be never

I thought that I'd be happier

Just thought that I'd be happier

Didn't think I'd have it all

Guess I just thought I'd be happier

I'm spending money I haven't made yet

Tell me I'm important

Been faking smiles so long my face hurts

Just pretend you feel normal

By now I thought I'd have my ****together

By now I thought that I'd be doing better

Right now it's looking like that might be never

Right now it's looking like that might be never

I thought that I'd be happier

Just thought that I'd be happier

Didn't think I'd have it all

Guess I just thought I'd be happier

I thought that I'd be happier

Just thought that I'd be happier

I don't even want it allall

Just wanna feel a little happier