feelings are fatal

feelings are fatal - mxmtoon

I'm happy for you

I'm smiling for you

I'd do anything

For you for you

It's always for you

And never or me

And I need it to stop

So let me tell you please

I'm always sad

And I'm always lonely

But I can't tell you

That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors

Locked in no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop

And I want to be able

To open up but

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

How many times

Must I keep it inside

I need to let go

And I swear that I've tried

But opening up

Means trusting others

And that's just too much

I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside

And no bury it deep

I know it's not healthy

But you won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad

And I'm always lonely

I could never tell you

That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors

Locked in no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop

And I want to be able

To open up but

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal