If I'm Being Honest

If I'm Being Honest - dodie

I was told this is where I would start loving myself

Flirting's delicious proved to be beneficial for mental health

All of my best bits pulled forward collected displayed

Sadly I just think that I was disgusting today

You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon

I'm left a stuttering teen

How did I get here

It's all so quick and I feel sick

Red pushing down on the green

Could you love this

Will this one be right

Well if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this

Did you plan to fall

Well if I'm being honest

Oh I bet it's not that at all

Hope has a cost keeping all fingers crossed

And held tight

But I look idiotic with my limbs

All knotted it don't feel right

Truly you've shaken me and I think you like how I plead

But I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me

You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon

Holding my breath makes me choke

How did I get here

It's all so quick and I feel sick

I'm used to being a joke

Could you love this

Will this one be right

Well if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this

Did you plan to fall

Well if I'm being honest

Oh I bet it's not that at all

All all all all

Could you love this

Will this one be right

Well if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this

Did you plan to fall

Well if I'm being honest

If I'm being honest

Well if I'm being honest

Oh I bet it's not that at all