Bittersweet Guilt

Bittersweet Guilt - Kadinja

I leave you because my life is somewhere else

I leave you because there was no place to breathe

Close to you I found no space

I was everything

But in the dream of someone else

To make your dream happen happen

I've tried so hard to be smaller

Turning inward to take less space

I was waiting by my side yeah

Watching you rise when I'm falling

I feel myself dying

Contortions ain't for dreamers

I miss you like I miss my friends

I want to help you but I can't take your hand

I want to talk to you but I've nothing to say

To feel good is now part of my pain

I leaved behind me

I feel how it costs

The one I loved the most

I took you off what made you happy happy happy

I wasn't in love and I feel so sorry

So sorry so sorry

Breaking your heart finally stop the strife

Stop the strife

To know who had the main role in my life

To make only my own life

To make your dream happen happen

I've tried so hard to be smaller

Turning inward take less space

I was waiting

But contortions ain't for dreamers

Rage

Life

My life is somewhere else

I was in the dream of someone else

I leaved behind me

I feel how it costs

The one I loved the most

To one I loved the most

I took you off what made you happy

I wasn't in love and I feel so sorry

So sorry so sorry so sorry

Breaking your heart finally stop the strife

Stop the strife

To know who had the main role in my life