What I Get

Why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

That's just what I get that's what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

That's just what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

I see behind a thousand lies that you try to hide

I bleed inside you left your knife but I'm still alive

I love the way you kill me

I love the way you watch me die

Life or death a bullet to the chest

I'd do it again

Just when I think I've cut you out

You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

That's just what I get that's what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

That's just what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

You lit a fire then left me out in the cold

You saw me dying didn't offer a hand to hold

You got me higher but lately I'm feeling low

I look into your eyes and my heart is turned to stone

Cuz over and over I go under just to discover that

It never mattered where I went because I'm coming back

And in the end you're the only Xanax I had

Cuz thinking of leaving is giving me panic attacks

Just when I think I've cut you out

You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

That's just what I get that's what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

That's just what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get

That's what I get that's what I get