Word Vomit (Explicit)

I swallow my pride, it tastes like shit

I spit it back out in the bathroom sink

Then I go back home and sit on my couch

And think about you till the sun comes out

Now I never want to drive down that street

Don't want to remember what you look like when you leave

I bite my tongue, it tastes like blood

God, I really wish I didn't get that drunk

I wish I could be cool, I could be cute

I could be everything you wanted me to

Now whenever I drive down that street

I remember what you look like when you leave

Super sorry, I was trying not to vom on your feet

Guess I'm not really the poet you were hoping to meet

I was looking like a loser on the side of the street

Mull it over in the brain, rewind, repeat

How did I imagine it was going to end?

With me waking up to see you laying there in the bed?

Now I can't pretend

I let it go

Now we can't be friends

I let you go

I lick my wounds, they taste like salt

In my head you were never this cold

But it's what I get for going in too bold

Now the dream is dead and it's all my fault

So whenever I drive down that street

I remember we were stood together and you saw me bleed

Super sorry, I'm sure I was kind of freaking you out

I didn't want to, but the words were falling out of my mouth

And even though I can't recall what we were talking about

I play it over and again, it's done, no doubt

How did I imagine it was going to go?

You'd be getting in my car and I'd be taking you home?

Now I'm all alone

I'm haunted by the thought of you

There's nothing I look forward to now

I'm haunted by the memory

I hope you don't remember me now

I swallow my pride, I bite my tongue

I lick my wounds, I feel so dumb

I swallow my pride, I bite my tongue

I lick my wounds, I feel so dumb

I swallow my pride, I bite my tongue

I lick my wounds, I feel so dumb

I swallow my pride, I bite my tongue

I lick my wounds, I feel so dumb