I'm Not Perfect

I'm Not Perfect - Silence 4

I've been taught not to lie

I was a scout full of pride

But I can't share none of what I'm feeling now

You resent me

But it's the lies that keeps you around

I'm not perfect I'm just a fake

But stil you ask for more than I can act

And it just drains me out

Then you say to drop my armour and be myself

You've been tired of my defenses

Stupid reasons

Deceiving you and your senses

But I'm protecting you from this hell

I'm not perfect I'm just a fake

But still you ask for more than I can act

And it just drains me out

For 9 months I've been pregnant with lies

And soon she'll be sreaming the screams

Screaming I've been trying to hide them from you

With illusions

Truth can bring so much useless worthless

Unconceiving PAIN

Here comes the pain

But still you ask for more than I can act

And I can't cope with it