deathwish (Explicit)

deathwish (Explicit) - guccihighwaters

Lyrics by：Morgan Murphy

Composed by：Morgan Murphy

Produced by：notmorgn

What's the deal yeah

It's been 25 years and I still ain't got a clue

How to feel yeah

And what's it take just to feel okay

okay'cus

Nothing really helps this depression

The only to blame is my reflection

This some real post death ****

And I don't need a chain got a noose as my necklace

Doctor said I got some issues yeah a deathwish

Am I the only one that's feeling ****ing helpless

I heard they all love you when you die

Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive

Message baby I can hear you calling what's your message

Cus to be honest I don't think that you could help this

But you'gon love me when I die

And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive

I spoke to god

He told me go to ****ing hell

I know I got

A lot but I can't love myself

I know I changed

It's hard for me to act the same

I'll take the blame and go back 2017

All my homies went ghost that’s why it's a black rose

I can't help but feel alone

All my life i'm so cold

That's why you don't get close

I can't help but feel alone

Nothing really helps this depression

The only to blame is my reflection

This some real post death ****

And I don't need a chain got a noose as my necklace

Doctor said I got some issues yeah a deathwish

Am I the only one that's feeling ****ing helpless

I heard they all love you when you die

Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive

Message baby I can hear you calling what's your message

Cus to be honest I don't think that you could help this

But you'gon love me when I die

And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive

Got a deathwish deathwish

No I don't need a necklace deathwish

Got a deathwish deathwish

No I don't need a necklace deathwish