i know you hate me (Explicit)

i know you hate me (Explicit) - midwxst

Lyrics by：Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Logan Cartwright

Composed by：Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Logan Cartwright

I've been fighting with thoughts and temptations

I'm not good at holding conversations

Bae bear with me baby

Please just be patient

Want you here

I don't want my bed vacant

Every night we been fightin' and ******* and lovin'

I don't know if I hate this **** or love it

Don't wanna keep goin' but don't wanna cut it

In a predicament but won't discuss it no

You say you love me but I know you hate me

Don't ever wan' face me

You know what I'm facin'

I'm not one for chasin'

You're never explainin'

I'm gone on the weekends

I'm off the deep end

Nothing ever makes sense

Watch you walk out my lifе

And it ain't been the same since

Put it in thе past tense

I was playing the offense

But now I'm on defense

Never said you were the one that was crazy

I should've had better judgment I was lazy

Now I sit and recollect while I'm on vacay'

I should've known that you were trouble when you made me say

That I love you so much

I don't want you to leave

And that you were the one that was pulling my strings

And then you went and ripped my heart up into pieces

I never thought it would reach this

You say you love me

But I know you hate me

Don't ever wan' face me

You know what I'm facin'

I'm not one for chasin'

You're never explainin'

I'm gone on the weekends

I'm off the deep end

Nothing ever makes sense

Watch you walk out my life

And it ain't been the same since

Put it in the past tense

I was playing the offense but now I'm on defense

And once you leave

There's no comin' back

I don't wanna see your face

And on top of that

I don't want you in my phone no

I'm not textin' back

I know that no matter what you do

Though you'll come running back

And don't try to backtrack on **** that you said

'Cause to me

In my head you're already dead

So I'm gonna let you rest in peace uh

Hopefully this will end the misery