Going Through It

Going Through It - Wesley Jamison

Lyrics by：Gabriel Tartakovsky

Composed by：Gabriel Tartakovsky

The sun keeps rising

But it don't shine

Still don't know why

God had to take mine

I'm tryna smile but

My heart is crying

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

Been more than a year but I

Still can't believe that I

I cannot see you

I cannot hear you

I had to say goodbye

I wish it was a lie

Too young to be in the sky

God knows I miss you

So hard without you

Got no more tears to cry

And I swear I'm trying

I'm trying not to be mad yeah I'm

Trying to understand

The life choices you made

And it's hard

It's so hard so hard

I close my eyes and I see it

Makes me so sick to stomach

So bad but I wish it wasn't you

I really been going through it

The sun keeps rising

But it don't shine

Still don't know why

God had to take mine

I'm in the darkness

Looking for light

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

Blood of my blood

Flesh of my flesh

They even said that we had the same face

I lost my cousin my brother

From that there's no getting better

No one ever has enough guardian angels

But I could've done without you in my

In my constellations

I know you got me tho

I know you with me tho

I feel alone all the time

But I know you with me bro

And I keep dreamin' about

The day I let your ashes go

We were supposed

To have more time

You were always there

Through all the grind

Couldn't wait for you

To see me shine

I promise I will make you proud

The sun keeps rising

But it don't shine

Still don't know why

God had to take mine

My eyes are dry but

My soul is drowning

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

I miss you so much

We miss you so much

There's still a part of me that refuses to believe

That's the part that hurts the most

But sometimes I laugh and I hear your voice

Sometimes I look at myself and I see you

That's when I know you're still here

Making sure I stay on track

Imma do it for you I promise Imma do it

In loving memory of Theo

A son a brother a cousin a friend an inspiration

I love you