Been Lying (Explicit Version)

Don't wear my shades to be cool

I wear them to hide my tears from you

Behind the smoke I'm so red eye

And I'm tired of you asking why

I said I've been lying to you-you-you

And I've been lying to me too

My heart has been through hell and back

I'm only dressing pretty in black

Middle finger when it comes to love

Act like I don't really give a f*ck

Cause I've been lying to you-you-you

I said I've been lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

Don't always say what I wanna say

I tattoo myself to show my pain

Lonely in a crowded space

Even though we're both face-to-face

Cause I've been lying to you

Said I've been lying to me too

Hurry up and wait for the spotlight

Looks like another whiskey night

What's inside I never expose

They only see what the camera shows

Cause I've been lying to you

Said I've been lying to me too

No

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

It's like the whole world's getting at me

Trying to make everyone happy

That ain't me

Walking around wearing a smile

But deep down I'm really f*cked up

This ain't me

I don't wanna quit

Tryna hang with this

And figure out who the hell I am

I don't mean to make you run away

But I don't wanna forget to be me

Whoa whoa

Oh oh

The truth is I don't wanna lose you

But I don't wanna lose me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too

I've been lying lying to you baby

I've been lying lying to me too