Take You There

Well I let myself down

And I made myself cry

And I let myself go

Like I gave up on life

I was telling myself

I was living a lie

That I didn't exist

That the world let me die

And I took a step back

Was it really that bad

I forget who I was

I forgot who I am

How did I get this far

How did I get this low

If I change will they care

This won't work anymore

Was anybody listening

Did anybody care

I'll show them that I'm changing

Will I let them down

Letting myself down

Should I let them get close

Should I let my guard down

Should I take a step back

Keep my feet on the ground

Am I running from pain

Or the things that I fear

I'm surrounded by hate

There is nothing good here

And I took a step back

Was it really that bad

I forget who I was

I forgot who I am

How did I get this far

How did I get this low

If I change will they care

This won't work anymore

Was anybody listening

Did anybody care

I'll show them that I'm changing

Will I let them down

Letting myself down