never got better

never got better (Explicit) - Blü Eyes

Lyrics by：Katie Stump

Composed by：Katie Stump/Davin Kingston

Produced by：Davin Kingston

Please don't ask me

How I've been doin'

'Cause I don't wanna lie to you

I've felt like me the last few weeks

But if I start talking

I'll think about the **** I've been through

Then I'll be knee-deep in those

Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape

But oh God now it's too late

Suddenly I'm right back in it shaking and scared to death

I feel it pounding up in my chest one second step back

And I just can't hold it together

I'm back reliving trying to catch my breath I miss it

End up back in my head my prison

Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever

'Cause every time that I remember

It's like I never got better at all

At square one and it takes months

Until I feel normal but one day

If I scroll back too far

The photos put me in those

Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape

But oh God now it's too late

And suddenly I'm right back in it shaking and scared to death

I feel it pounding up in my chest one second step back

And I just can't hold it together

I'm back reliving trying to catch my breath I miss it

End up back in my head my prison

Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever

'Cause every time that I remember

It's like I never got better at all

Ten steps backwards without a warning

I push it down 'til I can't ignore it

Crying on the floor

I've been here before

Suddenly I'm right back in it shaking and scared to death

I feel it pounding up in my chest one second

Step back and I just can't hold it together

I'm back reliving

Trying to catch my breath I miss it

End up back in my head my prison

Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever

Try to keep on gettin' better

Movin' forward every time that I fall

But every time that I remember

It's like I never got better at all