Lifeboats (Explicit)

Lifeboats - Senses Fail

I just want to feel alive

And love myself from

The in and the outside

'Cause every time that

I start to feel whole

I knock myself on the ground

Because it's all that I've known

Just like the streets burn a

Hole through your shoe

My soul has been worn out too

I'm 25 and I still don't fit in

Directionless like a blind man painting

Mother I'm so sorry

I can't go on like this

The lifeboats are leaving

With or without me

What's the point of falling in love

If I don't love myself

What's the point of being

Alive if all I want is out

So I thought that

It only feels right

To make the decisions

That endanger my life

Late late at night under

Black and blue moons

I question in the reasons

That I self-abuse

I'm so pathetic

It makes me sick

I'm a fingerless pianist

I see reflections

I clench my fists

I'm a violin without the strings

Mother I'm so sorry

I can't go on like this

The lifeboats are leaving

With or without me

What's the point of falling in love

If I don't love myself

What's the point of being

Alive if all I want is out

There is no love

There's only this:

Just lust and lies and selfishness

A black hole where the sun once was

I'm never falling back in love

'Cause it has never been enough

Ever since I've been a young

Boy I was alone

Now that I've become a man

The feeling's grown

Through the therapy and

Through the pills I can't let go

But what about the f**k in fact:

I'm still alone

What do you do when

You got nothing left

Give up Give up

And hope for the best

I fell into the ocean

I and I feel sick

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship

What do you do

When you got nothing left

Give up Give up

And hope for the best

I fell into the ocean

I and I feel sick

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship

Mother I'm so sorry

I can't go on like this

The lifeboats are leaving

With or without me

What's the point of falling in love

If I don't love myself

What's the point of being alive

If all I want is out