Honeybee

Honeybee - Seahaven

I'm a honey bee

Breaking your heart broke mine enough to kill me

I let you feel my sting

Before my last bittersweet moments of flying

I thought I heard you say

Something about being undeserving

But this time not of a love so great

But of a pain inflicted so selfishly

I think that you deserve some form of apology

So here I am and here it is

I'm sorry

And you were the balloon

That drifted from the flock into my window

But you slipped right through

My fingers that grew too tiresome to hold you

I watched you float away

Watched as it turned into desperate longing

This time not for some drastic change

But for the string that was made to be held by me

I think that you deserve some form of apology

So here I am once again

I'm sorry

And I don't even want you back

No I would never want to risk something like that

Cause I lost faith in myself

When I turned away from the one

With the longest stretch of embracing arms to hold hold hold me

So now I'm all alone

Cause God grew too tired to fix the mistakes he made with love

I think his biggest mistake was making me

I think that you deserve some form of apology

So here I am at the end

I'm sorry