blame

blame - eli./Eli Lucas

Composed by：Eli Lucas

Did you keep the bed we shared

Or did you sell away the memory

A waste of a mattress we wasted our years

I want an apology

Did you move in with him yet

Or are you taking time with it

I won't be surprised when I hear of a wedding

You were always one to rush

But I just wasn't ready yet

Past pain was a strain on my brain I admit

I just couldn't dive in with it yet

It didn't mean you had to cheat

No I will not defend that

I replay those days as I'm lying awake

No I never will forget

You're trying to hide all the secrets you keep

The scent of his lips on the skin

That used to be my home

And I wanna go find the love that I seek

But life has pushed me back

Keeping me alone

Maybe I've taken you for granted

Who's to blame when the sun goes away

Some say it's the moon or maybe it's just fate

Curse the sky for the darkness you face

Telling God that he has taken back your soul

It would be simple to accuse her

It would be easy just to blame her

And maybe at first I will take

To the streets just to slander her name

But it's unfair to give her all the blame

For breaking something already in pain

Yeah I was broken before her and that's on me

Maybe I'm the one to blame

Yeah yeah

Yeah

That's on me maybe I'm the one to blame

It would be simple to accuse her

It would be easy just to blame her

And maybe at first I will take to

The streets just to give her the blame