ฟังเพลงSearching for a Former Clarity

Searching for a Former Clarity - Against Me!

No the doctors didn't tell you

That you were dying

They just collected their money

And sent you

On your way

But you knew all along

Went on pretending nothing was wrong

You said I will keep my focus

Till the end

And in the journal you kept

By the side of your bed

You wrote nightly in aspiration

Of developing as an author

Confessing childhood secrets

Of dressing up in women's clothes

Compulsions you never knew

The reasons to

Well everyone

You ever meet or love

Be just relationship based

On a false presumption

Despite everyone

You ever meet or love

In the end

Will you be all alone

As the disease spreads

Slowly through your body

Pumped by your heart to the tips

Of your arms and your legs

Your greatest fear was

That your mind wouldn't last

Your coherency and alertness

Would be the first things to fade

As your hair thinned

As the weight fell off

As your teeth blackened

As the lesions spotted your skin

As you fell to your knees

In the center of the stage

As you offered witness to mortality

In exchange for the ticket price

As the lights blended into the continuing noise

As all hope

Was finally lost

Adrenaline

Carried one last thought to fruition

Let this be the end

Let this be the last song

Let this be the end

Let all be forgiven